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Long time no see!!!

2007-10-19T11:17:00.003-07:00

Long time no see!!!

2007-10-19T11:17:00.001-07:00

Randomness

2007-02-09T09:03:00.000-08:00

GOD Rocks my socks and everything else.

He's the life i breathe, that pillar of strength. My GOD - An awesome God.

"I believe in commiting my life to that one love"

-till then, we shall see.

-EJman.

7th Feb, special

2007-02-07T04:37:00.000-08:00

Just a smll word of apology to all those who have been wanting me to update, i just haven't found the motivation to. Today however, has been different.

Although having to attend school this morning, the rest of the day was great.

From being really encouraged by all the 'happy birthday's' i received in school, i realised that not that many were from those that meant most. My brothers and sisters, my dearest friends. Those i fight side-by-side with through this tormenting life, but for a few. Thank you.=)

In school however, this is what happened. After recess, i was really lifter when a whole lot of my classmates sang at the top of their voices, a birthday song for me. What followed that singing though, was a crazy frenzy of kicks and punches. Down on the floor and covering my head and face, i was bashed. Now, i bruise. My back, hurts bad. =(.

I dedicate this to you, for my gratitude can't be shown in just words, but a dedication.

SPECIAL

Today, being my 16th birthday, has been special. All for one simple reason.

Once the dismissal bells rang from school, i fled. as far as i could, watching the school building disappea in the background behind. Pure elation- i was free.

That cake, that song, that dedication, hat effort. I truly truly apreciate.

thank you so much.=).

Words of that poem:

"Without that shining armour but yet

All gleaming and pure

Righteous everywhere, standing in valour

Remembering that your true glory lies above

Immense and true

Only walking throug this pebbled way, I

Realise this charming warrior, you"

"Enduring, in adversities

Loving, even you enemies

Inspiring, even in smallest possibilities

Justified, standing fm with integrity

Admirable, being that awesome soul

Humble, with only an air of gratitude"

For this, i am so thankful. I am given that motivation, that drive to fight on. To fight on harder and stronger with this ne found encouragement. Stand by me, through the darkest of nights and the brightest of lights. Victory is that perfect ending of which we shall reap at the end. God's will is what we will perform.

Thank you GOD. You truly are an awesome God. Your love, your belief in me. I truly am so thankful for. I pray hard, to be able to fight and endure life's challenges. And I pray, to perform your will. "My purity, my sanity, my love for thee, my lovely." I thank you for all these.

"Amen"

Life as per normal.

2007-01-16T03:56:00.000-08:00

HELLO...

So, school has been rather interesting, that teacher that was so petty about toilet breaks is now suddenly nice to me. Praising my work and blah blah blah..
Well, school's been alright, and I'm looking forward to skating after school tmr.! woohoo.

God's perfect plan

With all that's been going on, i really am grateful to God that i have finally seen and understood the meaing of truly submitting everything to your faithful hands. When i try to force things with my own intentions, nothing will turn out as planned. But now i understand, Dear heavenly father, you take care of everything.

GOD works miracles!

So, this is what happened:

Finally, i woke up this morning feeling great, really thinking of just letting everything go in your hands in submission. And guess what... ... After getting changed and leaving the house for school, i sit in my mom's car and have a usual conversation. Until i mention sth that triggers her into talking about a certain University plan that accomodates my prefered cours choice. It may not seem like a miracle to you readers, but to me, it means alot.. This is because i am now enabled to take my Degree straight from my 'O's and this allows me to 'catch up'.. WOOHOO!

"I used to be a fighter, but without you, i give up"

-Always, Jon Bon Jovi

My not-so-good-self.

2007-01-09T05:12:00.001-08:00

Well well, my days been very mixed. School was *ahem* BORING as usual. Ms Liao is so unreasonable. U give us 6 people 10 secs to pee when there's only 3 urinals. INSANITY.

Well, i obviously couldnt get my business done within her 10 seconds 'grace' and only got out in 12 secs. Guess what she does... she goes 'Don't walk into my class, u can't even follow a simple time constrain'. I just can't take her anymore. What's with the personal attacks over the past week and even the end of last year. Bloody hell.

*ON THE BRIGHT SIDE*

Today i got to skate after school. With Addis and Kynaston that is.

Off to somerset i was. Today's skate was ever so ground breaking. Towards the end of the session, i got high man. Just kept going and going at the ramp and doing shifties off the stairs. WOOHOO. and finally, soul grind i can complete the box.

Pure adrenaline rush

Well, i really cant wait for the next session.

"In times of doubt, i drew motivation and courage from you"

Thank God.

SCHOOL TMR! oh darn. But i;ll live with it.

I actually made a pack with myself, that i'd work so hard this year. i really really feel so motivated to get my points and leave school.

Loving God and Loving You.

(my title) "lol."

2007 has arrived..!!

2007-01-01T21:44:00.000-08:00

Well well, the year has come. One that seemed so distant from me once, but now has just begun. My dreadful 'O's. But guess what, i'm not afraid.. I will be strong, I draw my strengths from different areas, yet I know we can fight on this battle together.. VICTORY IS WHERE WE SHALL END UP AT.

DO BELIEVE

And yes, i will be here through thick and thin, rain or shine, good times and bad.. but u know what, things will be alright. It is but another year of our lives, ont that we cant escape from.. But lets be strong and fight.. I will be strong and fight hard.

"yes, no doubt this year will be tough. it might be the toughest yet, but u know what, its the easiest too"

Today..

2006-12-30T08:12:00.000-08:00

Today was a weird day. Yet, i really feel refreshed and look forward for the new year all of a sudden. Danny, i really appreciate you and truly am inspired by your words. The things u teach me are certainly very important in my life and i know i will treasure and uphold them.

INSPIRING

Well, i really feel that i wanna lead as a brother and as a friend to everyone. I understand the meaning of being a brother in christ, and i will try my utmost best to lead in any way possible.
Yes, i may be the youngest baptised teen, or the youngest physically, but i will fight against that particular odd, and do my best!

D-group:

Well, today's D-group was very good, it made me refresh myself, yet gave me a chance to help talk to and encourage many others- my brothers in christ. I really truly hope that i will learn to be as christ-like as can be, and serve the sisters as much as i can.

The treading of the path to come is certainly gonna be tough, but be persitant my soul, and persevere through this trying year that awaits.

Year End 2006

2006-12-29T08:04:00.001-08:00

So, the year is ending in just two days. Nothing seems more worrying or as petrifying as the thought of school once again. That air of seriousness and boredome as my 'O' level year begins.

"God please be with me through this trying year"

The realism of how the year is passing kills me. Yet, i am ever so thankful for so many things in my life. From the relationships i have with people, to the relationship i have with God. Nothing could be better. Yet, in exactly 5 days time, it'll all be but a distant thing. All because of school re-opening.

Presently:
Firstly, I am ever so grateful for your encouragements during our date. You pulled me out of a slum, and lifted me onto a podium. I really appreciate you so much! In recent times, things have been confusing, yet refreshing at the same time.
My convictions are renewed, and i feel so ready to take on this pathway - the taunting stairway to heaven's gates. So, be with me, help me on my way. just as i will do for you.

Secondly, YAYness truly reigns..! the teens ministry rocks.. As time goes by, we youths are getting ever so united.. I LOVE IT!. 'padapababa'... The retreat has taught me to humble myself and really be a team-player.. I so wish to lead in any way possible, and be a light in the lives of many.. I feel closest to any of the teens now, than any other point in my life..

Thirdly, "YES" i have done my resolutions, and am ready to take on the year. Can't wait for tomorrow's D-group with the brothers.. "Please open up my heart and be ready to share"
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When will i finally be free? from this tormenting thoughts and restrictions.
I will fight on! I will submit to you, my only father, pretty much the only one i've ever had.
Self-denial, thats all i need to receive the even 'perfect-er' ending.. Words of a special someone..

Hello

2006-12-29T00:22:00.000-08:00

Hello people.. Well, i lost my old blog account.. so here's a new one for ya'll
Enjoy..!!