CrappYman; Loves God, and loves you.

Friday, December 29, 2006

So, the year is ending in just two days. Nothing seems more worrying or as petrifying as the thought of school once again. That air of seriousness and boredome as my 'O' level year begins.

"God please be with me through this trying year"

The realism of how the year is passing kills me. Yet, i am ever so thankful for so many things in my life. From the relationships i have with people, to the relationship i have with God. Nothing could be better. Yet, in exactly 5 days time, it'll all be but a distant thing. All because of school re-opening.

Presently:
Firstly, I am ever so grateful for your encouragements during our date. You pulled me out of a slum, and lifted me onto a podium. I really appreciate you so much! In recent times, things have been confusing, yet refreshing at the same time.
My convictions are renewed, and i feel so ready to take on this pathway - the taunting stairway to heaven's gates. So, be with me, help me on my way. just as i will do for you.

Secondly, YAYness truly reigns..! the teens ministry rocks.. As time goes by, we youths are getting ever so united.. I LOVE IT!. 'padapababa'... The retreat has taught me to humble myself and really be a team-player.. I so wish to lead in any way possible, and be a light in the lives of many.. I feel closest to any of the teens now, than any other point in my life..

Thirdly, "YES" i have done my resolutions, and am ready to take on the year. Can't wait for tomorrow's D-group with the brothers.. "Please open up my heart and be ready to share"
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When will i finally be free? from this tormenting thoughts and restrictions.
I will fight on! I will submit to you, my only father, pretty much the only one i've ever had.
Self-denial, thats all i need to receive the even 'perfect-er' ending.. Words of a special someone..

frm past till now at-
8:04 AM