Just a smll word of apology to all those who have been wanting me to update, i just haven't found the motivation to. Today however, has been different.
Although having to attend school this morning, the rest of the day was great.
From being really encouraged by all the 'happy birthday's' i received in school, i realised that not that many were from those that meant most. My brothers and sisters, my dearest friends. Those i fight side-by-side with through this tormenting life, but for a few. Thank you.=)
In school however, this is what happened. After recess, i was really lifter when a whole lot of my classmates sang at the top of their voices, a birthday song for me. What followed that singing though, was a crazy frenzy of kicks and punches. Down on the floor and covering my head and face, i was bashed. Now, i bruise. My back, hurts bad. =(.
I dedicate this to you, for my gratitude can't be shown in just words, but a dedication.
SPECIAL
Today, being my 16th birthday, has been special. All for one simple reason.
Once the dismissal bells rang from school, i fled. as far as i could, watching the school building disappea in the background behind. Pure elation- i was free.
That cake, that song, that dedication, hat effort. I truly truly apreciate.
thank you so much.=).
Words of that poem:
"Without that shining armour but yet
All gleaming and pure
Righteous everywhere, standing in valour
Remembering that your true glory lies above
Immense and true
Only walking throug this pebbled way, I
Realise this charming warrior, you"
"Enduring, in adversities
Loving, even you enemies
Inspiring, even in smallest possibilities
Justified, standing fm with integrity
Admirable, being that awesome soul
Humble, with only an air of gratitude"
For this, i am so thankful. I am given that motivation, that drive to fight on. To fight on harder and stronger with this ne found encouragement. Stand by me, through the darkest of nights and the brightest of lights. Victory is that perfect ending of which we shall reap at the end. God's will is what we will perform.
Thank you GOD. You truly are an awesome God. Your love, your belief in me. I truly am so thankful for. I pray hard, to be able to fight and endure life's challenges. And I pray, to perform your will. "My purity, my sanity, my love for thee, my lovely." I thank you for all these.
"Amen"